i had a dream bout you .
hmm i was walking into the house where you lived there too .
i was looking around for you and .. dupppp ,
you were there .
how i was glad to be able to see you .
you were exactly fined .
as soon as you were out from your house , i smiled and at that moment ,
i just wanted to go there and hug you because i miss you so much .
but i know , i couldnt , so i ran away .
but then still i was looking at you for the last time .
sigh .
i woke up this morning .
in pain .
thinking why ?
sigh .
why did i let myself to hope for something that i know wont happen ?
hmm i want to have the dream again and again but it hurts me but that is only way to see you .
sigh .
help me aziz . i couldnt do it no more .
as forever i miss you and i need you eventhough i know you dont need me in your life .
